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To Be Honest

by ava, why?

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agrace59 this song sticks in my mind a lot these days. it reminds me of fleeting innocence. beautiful work ava <3 Favorite track: down..
神族wings (Jerome)
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神族wings (Jerome) It's beautiful Ava. I am so blessed to have a pair of ears. These songs brings me tranquility, kindness to myself, reminding me why music is still our best friend when we need it. Favorite track: down..
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1.
tbh. 02:19
i go nonverbal when i smoke too much weed i wanna say it still helps me but i couldn't tell u what i need n what i really need is a friend, could u be that to me? n i'm still learning how to sing honestly n i get so excited when u say u wanna get to know me we trip over our words trying to show each other how we feel n when i'm with u i feel like i can be whatever i wanna be n i know that it's whatever but i wrote u this melody honestly honestly honestly honestly honest
2.
lint. 02:04
loose threads i guess dunno what to call them but they're clinging on, clingling on me they're clinging on, clinging on me n it's too much for me too embarrassed to come clean d'you know what i mean? loose threads unread texts from everybody: ex-lovers, employers n creeps ex-lovers employers n creeps n there's lint still clinging on me n it's too much for me too embarrassed to come clean d'you know what i mean? d'you know what i mean?
3.
down. 03:39
fledgling bird broken n burnt by the summer sun u once new as a friend u'll never learn the cruel kindnesses of this world the containers of grain on the train tracks by the port covered in bird spikes n it's the things like that that make me cry but fledgling bird i promise to make it right n in ur place i swear i'll learn to fly so fuck the pretty words cuz talk is cheap cheap cheap show up early for work, earn extra worms to eat n flap my wings hard, how they beat beat beat but can't keep up n it's the things like that that make me cry but fledgling bird i promise to make it right n in ur place i swear i'll learn to fly, it's the things like that that make me cry but fledgling bird i promise to make it right n in ur place i swear i'll learn to fly fly fly
4.
indica. 03:28
caught in my web i bite off ur head yah how'd u like me now? u taste like radiohead n never meant atop my pyramid i chow down u saw an angel amid the clouds yah how'd u like me now? u saw an angel amid the clouds yah how'd u like me now? u have been blessed by my benevolence to play court jester to my crown my promised grace perverts before ur face but it still finds pleasure kissing my holy ground u saw an angel amid the clouds yah how'd u like me now? u saw an angel amid the clouds yah how'd u like me--? bow down for me bow down bow down for me bow u saw an angel amid the clouds yah how'd u like me now? u saw an angel amid the clouds yah how'd u like me now?
5.
match. 02:40
cute ploy so coy give it up baby give it up it could be nothing but we could be something so won't u give it up n tell me what u want cuz when our cigarettes were touching ends, thought i could see the smoulder reflect in ur eyes n i cannot let go of that tenderness, two chestnut flames in the night playboys with their straight noise they can give it up cuz we don't give a fuck we loiter around the corner 'hey do u have a light?' she smiles back in reply then our cigarettes were touching ends, i can see the smoulder reflect in her eyes n i'll never let go of that tenderness, two chestnut flames in the night, two flames in the night
6.
rumble. 01:41
u've been feeling down u've been feeling blue like there's a dark cloud hanging over u n everyone around looks frustrated too there's a storm a-brewing babe n ur boss prays it blows over soon pacific northwest monsoon pacific northwest monsoon
7.
riffraff. 02:04
when all's said n done nothing lasts that body u hate, the babes u've loved, the booze u drank so pour urself another glass just to knock it back cuz it's the way of this world to get totally gone n when frank said 'well u got caught w a flat, well how 'bout that?' i laughed at all the years i spent just trying to make myself a man but when my song's done n i go dumb, i wonder would u clap? or zap me with ur laser gun another passing fad when all's said n done nothing lasts.

about

this album was made on unceded Musqueam, Squamish & Tsleil-Waututh lands.

a collection of alt-folk songs that i wrote n recorded with a 12-string guitar in my bedroom.

a small run of 7 diy tapes will be available at the album launch show, which will be on september 22 at 648 kingsway (ig: @648kingway). each tape will be $17 n includes a unique hand-drawn j-card.

thank u to min (ig: @oilygoyle) for lending me her fender villager, n thank u to juniper (ig: @soyjoymusic) for lending me their tape recorder<3

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released September 8, 2023

by ava y

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